" Hang in There "

Difficulties arise in the lives of us all.Like me,i have many difficulties;in my every day living,every decisions i made && in every path i take..

What is the most important is dealing with the hard times,coping with the changes, && getting through to the other side where the sun is still shining just for you.

What i'm trying to say is i deal with difficulties/problems everyday in my life neither you are..&& i mean It takes a strong person to deal with though times && difficult choices.But i guess,we are a strong persons.It's just take courage..But we must posses the inner courage to see us through.It takes being an active participant in our life,but we are in the driver's seat, && we can determine the direction we want tommorow to go in.&& everytime i have difficulties,like today,im feeling lost && damned again (even how many books im reading about being positive && having a happy life,hehehe!) still life's still bugging me,&& trying to make fun at me (& i think i might loose my mind again if i will take them seriously!Hehehe) i just say to myself "Hang in there..and take care to see that you don't lose sight of the one thing that is constant,beautiful, && true;Everything wil be fine.."

I'm sharing this things because i know i'm not just the one who is out there coping with difficulties in life && i know by sharing this,it may helps you too (not too much but kind of?!Hehehe!Seriously,a little && lights a bit of our burdens in every days consequences),just like me who is once lost hope,faith && trust to myself..This is just the way im helping myself to be strong;reading,learning from the past and in writing..They see me as "the happy go lucky woman"but they just dont know who i am inside..Just the few of them knows who i am really inside && how much burden i carried here in my heart..Guess what,Im not that strong woman && as independent as what I seems,i just don't want them see how weak && dependent i am because i want to be one of examples to my family;anybody,a good && strong one that can organize problem to one another problem with at ease in mind && not giving up things..I want them to see me that i'm strong in dealing life despite of all the problems that i'm facing with especially to my mom who is from the start of her life struggles many phases of difficulties in life,i want to give her credits && reassure that now i'm here,more mature,there's nothing to worry about..

So..I'm hoping that to those who can read this post of mine can have time to posses their inner courage to face the difficulties in life because it really needs courage to see us through.

Beggining today && lasting a lifetime through--Hang in there, && don't be afraid to feel like the morning sun is shining..just for you.